narcissa's diary

narcissa

2021-07-09 / may and june 2021

2021-05-26 / on the train.

2021-05-11 / not much else to say.

2021-05-06 / spring

2021-05-03 / vaccinated.

2021-04-29 / a little on the nose with the sunrise, sunset

2021-04-15 / things are moving.

2021-03-21 / Eek.

2021-03-20 / Equinox

2021-03-17 / focus

2021-03-08 / i'm ok.

2021-02-18 / on feeling unsafe

2021-01-05 / jan 2021

2020-08-07 / flip flop

2020-07-06 / into the blue again

2020-06-25 / be sure to wear some flowers in your hair

2020-06-24 / i'm pining for the moon

2020-06-23 / a different time

2020-06-22 / spring into summer

2020-06-04 / balcony chard.

2020-06-01 / earnest, bewildered, hopeless. june 1

2020-04-22 / groundhog day.

2019-12-18 / song for a winters night

2019-12-13 / december

2019-10-01 / -

2019-09-20 / small shifts.

2019-08-06 / weekends in addis

2019-07-19 / the yogurt.

2019-07-11 / tunisia

2019-07-10 / tapestry.

2019-06-07 / ugh.

2019-06-03 / frozen.

2019-06-01 / Gauntlets

2019-05-30 / On control.

2019-05-29 / Youssou

2019-05-23 / may

2019-05-10 / acceptance

2019-04-29 / timepass

2019-04-11 / Maintenance

2019-04-09 / powering on

2019-04-07 / a normal saturday

2019-03-27 / puzzle pieces falling into place

2019-03-26 / heading home[!]

2019-03-18 / cristal grand format

2019-03-14 / summer is coming

2019-03-06 / perspective

2019-03-03 / Charlotte Street.

2019-03-03 / ok

2019-03-02 / march.

2019-02-27 / sail away with me honey

2019-02-22 / on meditation

2019-02-21 / dar

2019-02-18 / patience.

2019-01-29 / [more than] a year of magical thinking

2019-01-28 / god is an unspecified tide

2019-01-26 / recapping 2018

2018-11-19 / regrets, i've had a few

2018-11-09 / turn around

2018-10-02 / recovery phase

2018-09-10 / new acts

2018-09-06 / - - +

2018-08-31 / isles de la madeleine

2018-08-26 / 5th stage: acceptance.

2018-08-17 / joy

2018-07-27 / airport corn

2018-07-12 / summer

2018-06-25 / evoking night time magical summer rides

2018-06-18 / heart eyes

2018-06-14 / mada

2018-05-27 / visiting parents

2018-05-25 / back home. feeling more like home.

2018-05-03 / may

2018-04-20 / via

2018-04-17 / pushing through

2018-04-13 / nothing is for free

2018-04-09 / april 18

2018-03-29 / here

2018-03-28 / working from bed. again.

2018-03-27 / before.

2018-03-26 / mtl.

2018-03-05 / amboseli

2018-02-22 / later

2018-02-08 / vertigo

2018-02-07 / when it's time to turn the page

2018-01-28 / Me rn

2018-01-25 / 2017

2018-01-24 / the other side

2018-01-04 / 2018

2017-12-19 / wildflowers

2017-12-06 / dec 6

2017-12-05 / forward.

2017-11-02 / new and shiny

2017-10-16 / god of small things

2017-10-09 / thanksgiving

2017-09-10 / sunday.

2017-09-09 / hashtag millennial

2017-08-25 / home times

2017-08-24 / summer 2017 snapshots

2017-08-01 / back in mtl

2017-07-24 / mission

2017-07-20 / tana

2017-07-01 / vancouver

2017-06-22 / train dreams

2017-06-15 / home/away

2017-05-26 / aging and drinking.

2017-05-25 / aging.

2017-05-01 / pizza delivery

2017-04-30 / building home.

2017-04-24 / living in the city

2017-04-20 / house parties.

2017-03-26 / settling in.

2017-03-20 / unexpecteds.

2017-03-17 / le blargh.

2017-03-09 / opera going.

2017-03-02 / springtime.

2017-03-01 / night walks

2017-02-27 / no easy answers.

2017-02-23 / 5x3x8

2017-02-23 / rhubarb cupcake.

2017-02-21 / home(s).

2017-01-27 / Marching.

2017-01-13 / brooklyn

2017-01-13 / new york new york

2017-01-06 / work work work work work

2017-01-05 / milestones.

2016-12-23 / dad

2016-12-22 / mtl

2016-12-20 / also. hungry. working late. again.

2016-12-18 / "home" sick

2016-12-10 / early days.

2016-12-05 / london

2016-12-04 / enterprising gentleman

2016-11-27 / sunday.

2016-11-26 / saturday.

2016-11-11 / highs and lows here

2016-11-09 / ugh

2016-10-31 / cautiously optimistic

2016-10-18 / disserting

2016-10-14 / lots going on right now.. day at a time.

2016-09-25 / home

2016-09-20 / last day in mtl

2016-08-20 / dog days

2016-08-12 / out of bed.

2016-08-11 / : /

2016-07-27 / just like honey

2016-07-27 / ch ch ch

2016-07-26 / i statements

2016-07-13 / mtl

2016-07-12 / july in mtl

2016-06-29 / whatever makes you happy.

2016-06-18 / end of june already?

2016-06-12 / ugh ugh ugh

2016-06-10 / deep breaths.

2016-06-08 / oof.

2016-06-07 / cruising with t

2016-06-06 / Filled. With. Rage.

2016-06-05 / new orleans in the summertime

2016-06-02 / ups and downs on canal st.

2016-05-23 / but seriously, my hair did look amazing tonight.

2016-05-22 / my day, on twitter.

2016-05-14 / -

2016-05-11 / notice given.

2016-04-26 / montreal and it's may.

2016-04-18 / zeitgeist in zambia

2016-04-15 / kampala part 5

2016-03-17 / sisyphus, considering life after the stone.

2016-03-10 / waiting for clarity.

2016-03-08 / hearts

2016-02-17 / shhhhh

2016-02-10 / post-apocalypse.

2016-02-01 / not a single one. and now it's dark. Goodbye, monday.

2016-01-19 / but he thinks he'd blow our minds.

2016-01-13 / every year i become more specialized

2016-01-06 / 2016. anxious start.

2015-12-14 / sisyphus

2015-12-13 / tomorrow is another day.

2015-12-11 / blah.

2015-12-04 / how long is too long?

2015-12-03 / organizational ninja.

2015-11-30 / feeling scared.

2015-11-29 / long weekend

2015-11-24 / jet lag day 3

2015-11-21 / 5 hours to go...

2015-11-16 / you will always hear me singing this song: show me the way to go home.

2015-11-12 / kampala part 4

2015-11-05 / opening up

2015-11-03 / unknown unknowns

2015-11-02 / No, not really. But the call of chocolate was pretty strong.

2015-10-31 / also, it is 32 degrees C out. on oct 31. Hard to beat that.

2015-10-27 / nola, part 10.

2015-09-23 / just make it stop

2015-09-04 / cottage life.

2015-09-03 / september

2015-09-01 / my procrastination could use some structure.

2015-08-20 / august heat wave

2015-07-07 / on regret.

2015-07-06 / pat and the case of the revenge knocking.

2015-06-21 / kampala again again.

2015-06-08 / later nola

2015-05-25 / did i say bleagh? bleagh.

2015-05-23 / dill hands.

2015-05-02 / back to the future

2015-04-29 / penance in houston.

2015-04-19 / s-k sunday.

2015-04-17 / moral: i need more foot fungus stories

2015-04-15 / it was all a bit cliche.

2015-04-02 / all the cool kids.

2015-03-29 / baby therapy

2015-03-25 / low point.

2015-03-19 / gunshots? firecrackers? gunshots.

2015-03-16 / so that was a nice start to the day.

2015-03-15 / oh and it's march. did i mention it's mid march?

2015-03-13 / g.e.h.

2015-03-07 / march

2015-03-01 / gardencopalypse

2015-02-18 / trading cold for cold.

2015-02-14 / future tense

2015-01-19 / bike commute in montreal in january

2014-10-26 / clown car

2014-10-22 / burundi.

2014-10-12 / stoop beers

2014-10-10 / ow

2014-10-07 / campus wars

2014-10-01 / old friends

2014-09-26 / working overtime.

2014-09-24 / worklife

2014-09-23 / shifting priorities

2014-09-21 / dissertation, day 1

2014-09-20 / arthur's birthday

2014-09-18 / fuck that.

2014-09-15 / dc

2014-09-03 / daylight savings day

2014-08-12 / august heat

2014-08-10 / going with the gut.

2014-08-01 / gettin' 'er done

2014-07-28 / violence accruing

2014-07-24 / getting ready to move home.

2014-07-18 / i also flew from amsterdam yesterday.

2014-07-15 / red dust

2014-07-04 / world cup in Addis 2010

2014-07-04 / kampala again

2014-06-27 / the week i found betsy's.

2014-06-12 / if a tree falls in the forest...

2014-06-04 / on boundaries

2014-06-03 / basement with cats

2014-06-02 / monday morning malaise

2014-06-01 / slow sunday mornings

2014-05-10 / less drinking more thinking

2014-04-05 / A pile of shoulds.

2014-04-03 / bike ride

2014-03-25 / step at a time

2014-03-21 / aging ninja punks

2014-03-12 / marching on. tortuously.

2014-03-11 / This is your life.

2014-02-16 / Last notes from kampala

2014-02-11 / kampala notes 3

2014-02-10 / notes from kampala2

2014-02-05 / notes from kampala.

2014-02-03 / zambia

2014-01-08 / 2014

2013-11-06 / roadtrip prep.

2013-10-22 / -

2013-10-18 / nola on a friday night looking at pictures of trees.

2013-10-17 / bus airbands

2013-10-14 / high five camps

2013-10-05 / TS karen

2013-10-02 / i'll bespoke you

2013-09-25 / you know you're getting older when...

2013-09-22 / but worth it.

2013-09-20 / home again.

2013-08-28 / goodbye summer.

2013-08-01 / Basking in family

2013-07-09 / I can do this.

2013-06-28 / waiting for the pathway

2013-06-05 / mute

2013-05-27 / give or take a few

2013-05-19 / momentum. inertia.

2013-05-16 / unresolved glop

2013-05-04 / sonic mat

2013-04-25 / and the next day

2013-04-24 / back in new orleans. summer is coming.

2013-04-18 / Zambia

2013-04-07 / still living for those moments of discovery

2013-04-07 / new orleans in april

2013-02-18 / inertia

2013-01-31 / diving board

2012-11-24 / seriously. watch out for manholes.

2012-11-23 / but at least it's not raining

2012-11-13 / art therapy

2012-10-25 / like i said, out of acute phase and into the slog of the quagmire.

2012-09-27 / gross.

2012-09-03 / homesickness.

2012-09-02 / afar

2012-08-28 / moving.

2012-08-22 / lara

2012-08-19 / emails.

2012-08-18 / heart stabs

2012-08-17 / the REM may have been overkill

2012-08-17 / this is going to hurt

2012-08-15 / working from home.

2012-08-14 / parking adventures

2012-08-08 / august. 2012.

2012-08-03 / home

2012-07-28 / 2012. keeps hitting.

2012-07-19 / shaky in montreal

2012-07-15 / Things not flowing.

2012-07-02 / dinner with the expat women

2012-06-28 / -

2012-06-26 / sick feeling

2012-06-21 / packing

2012-06-18 / a weekend with my sister.

2012-06-08 / whew, hard to keep up.

2012-06-08 / a grief

2012-05-30 / and i think i'm ok with that.

2012-05-22 / GAH is beyond insufficient at this point

2012-05-19 / won't know til i try, right?

2012-05-17 / tracks on chartres

2012-05-16 / shower more

2012-05-14 / more to come, undoubtedly

2012-05-11 / "not the news we were hoping for"

2012-05-11 / fortunately dogs have no patience for that.

2012-05-09 / late night dance parties

2012-05-08 / lost, beautiful days

2012-05-07 / seattle

2012-01-18 / bunker prep

2012-01-12 / grar

2012-01-11 / rows of houses...

2012-01-05 / 2012.

2011-12-16 / i'm not sure i got it either, dad.

2011-12-13 / bye coco

2011-12-12 / dear miss manners

2011-12-09 / egh

2011-12-08 / the kind of day i'm having

2011-12-06 / she says. belatedly.

2011-12-06 / nola. blink.

2011-12-05 / nightmares.

2011-12-04 / saturday.

2011-10-05 / back to day at a time.

2011-09-06 / snarks.

2011-08-30 / Monday.

2011-08-05 / longing.

2011-08-03 / swimming

2011-07-31 / hell in a handbasket

2011-07-29 / then and now.

2011-07-28 / i'll give you an uncanny valley to the head

2011-07-24 / lost derailler on Canal

2011-07-19 / everything feeling very right

2011-07-12 / egh.

2011-07-10 / home.

2011-07-07 / le seduction

2011-06-30 / feeling trapped

2011-06-22 / montreal. summer 2011.

2011-06-21 / not the giant eyeball kind of tears. the other kind.

2011-06-15 / day in the life

2011-06-09 / magical mtl

2011-06-06 / mission: nearly accomplished

2011-05-30 / officer down

2011-05-28 / weekend one: check

2011-05-23 / but i can't trace time

2011-05-18 / may

2011-04-20 / onwards

2011-02-22 / blah

2011-02-10 / why diaryland?

2011-02-08 / st bernard

2011-02-08 / not hurt.

2011-02-06 / february night in nola

2011-01-20 / coming down

2011-01-13 / settling.

2011-01-05 / gah.

2011-01-03 / feeling lighter, happier. maybe life changes in order

2010-12-21 / home

2010-12-17 / jet lag

2010-11-26 / tigray

2010-11-13 / another one bites the dust

2010-10-21 / the nuances will get me.

2010-10-18 / salamno? salamno.

2010-10-13 / bury me closer

2010-09-27 / meskel

2010-09-23 / sadface in addis

2010-09-19 / adventures for the unadventurous

2010-09-16 / guards.

2010-09-15 / heading back

2010-09-05 / balancing balance

2010-08-24 / jumping off

2010-08-23 / mtl. august.

2010-07-27 / colorado

2010-07-22 / sweet.

2010-07-22 / <>

2010-07-17 / july 2010.

2010-04-24 / dessie

2010-04-20 / snapshots

2010-04-18 / And that's pretty much a week in the life.

2010-04-13 / cynicism.

2010-01-22 / This time could be good.

2010-03-07 / moving again.

2010-02-03 / good bye nana

2010-02-01 / thin skinned.

2010-01-24 / who dat

2010-01-22 / moving carefully through the day.

2010-01-19 / never an easy choice

2010-01-17 / i didn't like the way we ended that last night.

2010-01-10 / pieces falling into place

2010-01-09 / in the meantime, i seek excellence through repetition

2010-01-07 / self-doubt on yet another level

2010-01-06 / more coffee, i think.

2010-01-02 / i don't want to read the words \"golden\", \"velvet\", or \"clumsy\" for a long long time.

2010-01-01 / no, seriously? i loved it.

2009-12-30 / end of 2009.

2009-12-24 / 6 weeks.

2009-12-21 / new orleans to vodka december

2009-12-06 / is it what it is?

2009-12-06 / it is what it is.

2009-11-30 / it feels odd.

2009-11-27 / argh.

2009-11-24 / the worrier

2009-11-15 / ongoing

2009-07-11 / I need more long drives

2009-09-30 / deep down clamped can't touch it don't come out

2009-09-17 / maybe a bit too much movement.

2009-08-31 / no more, no less

2009-08-13 / piano

2009-08-03 / Ethiopia snapshot 2

2009-08-03 / ethiopia snapshot 1

2009-07-24 / smitten

2009-03-26 / sparkspark

2009-03-25 / not looking forward to getting saggy, though. i still dread that.

2009-03-24 / leaving in less than a week.

2009-03-24 / long time coming

2009-03-23 / angst. i want angst.

2009-03-16 / medicine chest.

2009-03-10 / and isn't that a nice thing to hold on to?

2009-02-28 / paper planes.

2009-02-27 / feet in different worlds.

2009-02-26 / i need sleep

2009-01-23 / a change is gonna come

2009-01-22 / still hungry

2009-01-21 / new orleans. january 2008

2008-12-14 / -

2008-10-24 / saved by a brass band and it's not the first time.

2008-10-01 / onward, i say.

2008-09-29 / bye lance.

2008-08-31 / from nc. ready to go home.

2008-08-27 / going home, for better or for worse.

2008-08-15 / couldn't keep that there

2008-08-15 / .

2008-08-06 / i hear you

2008-07-10 / now i just have to figure out the rest of it.

2008-07-08 / home. is good.

2008-06-27 / still looking for my own voice

2008-06-22 / go.

2008-06-21 / Whose store? Y'MOMS

2008-06-21 / notes from the field

2008-05-28 / trying to be more honest.

2008-05-26 / egh.

2008-05-24 / joining 10 million canadians in an identify crisis

2008-05-17 / better the devil you know...

2008-05-12 / out of dodge

2008-05-09 / in this case, less is not more.

2008-03-27 / dear diary

2008-03-18 / being depended upon.

2008-03-14 / selfdefeating mindcycles.

2008-03-13 / algiers!

2008-03-12 / just a regular Tuesday night?

2008-03-10 / stop. breathe. react

2008-03-09 / as usual

2008-03-05 / is this a glimmer of idealism?

2008-03-04 / showing up

2008-02-27 / whoop

2008-02-27 / let's get it on

2008-02-21 / vulnerability

2008-02-08 / superhero swan

2008-01-14 / sad day

2008-01-04 / i said something because i wanted to talk about how i feel.

2008-01-02 / or as a clear sign that it's time to get my finances in order.

2007-11-26 / comfy sleeping

2007-11-23 / onion rings

2007-10-02 / blach.

2007-09-25 / not being profound, it's the truth

2007-09-24 / take this moment to decide if we meant it

2007-09-17 / gah.

2007-09-14 / yes.

2006-11-12 / bye.

2006-10-19 / 1 exam 1 paper to go

2006-10-18 / i do. i do. i will.

2006-10-15 / she said, 'this is it. this is what i live with every day'

2006-10-13 / and my room is clean.

2006-10-02 / rock n' bowl

2006-10-02 / -

2006-09-27 / new orleans.

2006-09-14 / that's 62 points, by the way

2006-09-12 / starting over in New Orleans

2006-08-11 / lastdaylastdaylastdaylastday

2006-08-09 / and my eight ball concurs

2006-08-08 / fear

2006-07-31 / on the road again... almost

2006-07-03 / tired

2006-06-28 / me, i think.

2006-06-21 / another day another dollar

2006-06-13 / and i'll miss it here.

2006-06-11 / n

2006-06-08 / deep cleansing breath

2006-05-21 / i left when i stopped trying.

2006-05-20 / anyway. we'll see.

2006-05-16 / deep thoughts by jack handy

2006-05-14 / wisdom from dreams

2006-04-13 / yes

2006-04-02 / canadiana love-in

2006-03-30 / and i will. *memories of thesis*

2006-03-27 / tired.

2006-03-25 / this is what it's all about

2006-03-24 / even you can't wreck my mood tonight

2006-03-20 / dance and dance.

2006-03-18 / spring is coming.

2006-03-03 / ch-ch-ch-ch-changes

2006-02-24 / freezing.

2006-02-21 / i must be getting back to dear antarctica

2006-02-13 / bah

2006-02-12 / the entry with the questions

2006-02-10 / i don't think so.

2006-02-09 / what happens!?

2006-02-06 / you can't handle the truth!

2006-01-24 / isn't it all

2006-01-22 / and i deserve it, damn it.

2006-01-21 / on the up and up

2006-01-16 / not crying. that's a start.

2006-01-16 / laundry: check.

2006-01-12 / i don't know how i feel.

2005-11-12 / again.

2005-11-08 / massey! lectures!

2005-10-25 / poon and ho. check and check? no not really.

2005-10-24 / in a delicious wa.y . i admit it.

2005-10-21 / i long for this and it will never happen.

2005-10-20 / sleep. i need sleep.

2005-10-20 / quiet fall afternoons

2005-10-18 / an *oprah* book club?

2005-10-16 / logic will break your heart

2005-10-07 / we'll see.

2005-10-07 / everyone knows about them anyway.

2005-10-07 / burn this city

2005-10-04 / i blame thirst.

2005-10-03 / bah

2005-09-30 / this is ridiculous. i'm going to be.

2005-09-27 / he's just not that into you

2005-09-24 / bah.

2005-09-16 / i feel nauseous. no really. that's not a metaphor.

2005-09-05 / i'm not in the mood for summer anymore

2005-08-31 / good luck! for once!

2005-08-18 / whoo!

2005-08-05 / argh! go away weird feeling. i want my zen back.

2005-08-02 / be happy. do it.

2005-07-27 / no alarms no suprises please

2005-07-26 / get it? got it? good.

2005-07-21 / yup

2005-07-20 / classic

2005-07-16 / working on a saturday

2005-07-11 / seriously

2005-07-11 / treadmills

2005-06-30 / and not a moment too soon.

2005-06-28 / baby, you've got to be more discerning.

2005-06-10 / under pressure

2005-06-03 / for real! i think.

2005-05-31 / used up braincells for today, i believe

2005-05-20 / really - i WAS kidding!

2005-05-19 / i'm going to start with crystals

2005-05-12 / that's never happened to me before

2005-05-09 / even if he is a weasel

2005-04-19 / left and leaving?

2005-04-13 / geh. no, really.

2005-04-11 / jump! nope.//

2005-04-11 / birds will sing as if they knew

2005-04-07 / and how did i get here?

2005-04-05 / the postal service entry

2005-04-05 / don't you want me, baby?

2005-03-30 / so much space documenting nothing.

2005-03-24 / blarghblarghblargh.

2005-03-24 / not quite untouchable face... but it's not good

2005-03-21 / that's the second time today; it's not me - it's you.

2005-03-17 / forget all we used to know

2005-03-17 / how did i get here?

2005-03-16 / a gift wrapped in brown paper

2005-03-15 / teary

2005-03-11 / !!!!!!

2005-03-10 / smile like you mean it.

2005-03-08 / swirly swirliness. i focus on stomach calm.

2005-03-07 / and so i jumped.

2005-03-03 / excuse me, i think we have a case of the Catch here

2005-03-02 / the lamest ow ever.

2005-02-24 / go me.

2005-02-22 / it goes both ways, you know. it has to.

2005-02-21 / as i file, i mutter manifestos under my breath

2005-02-19 / i am, right?

2005-02-17 / woo! to supertemps with vaginas of steel!

2005-02-13 / so tell me how you really feel

2005-02-12 / more to say but i have to go

2005-02-09 / i could!

2005-02-09 / lotterylotterylottery. should start by buying a ticket.

2005-02-02 / sigh.

2005-02-01 / geh. go away cold fingers.

2005-02-01 / these are the complications of coming home.

2005-01-27 / hollow

2005-01-26 / a-okay, i say. if it will only stop snowing

2005-01-24 / hola

2005-01-22 / bah. snow.

2005-01-21 / bah.

2005-01-16 / that's me.

2005-01-14 / no, really

2005-01-12 / sex!

2005-01-09 / 2004

2005-01-07 / woo!

2005-01-01 / january 2005.

2004-12-09 / today... the mona lisa

2004-12-05 / holy jesus.

2004-11-14 / avoiding the Inner Peace

2004-11-06 / ???

2004-11-04 / lovely zen.

2004-11-03 / ah! power out! send and cross fingers.

2004-10-26 / where am i?

2004-10-23 / from rajasthan with love.

2004-10-19 / marching; drunk

2004-10-18 / on dress

2001-03-11 / Now what?

2004-09-28 / tomorrow - buddhist stupas!

2004-08-28 / on water.

2004-08-24 / really?

2004-08-04 / still alive!

2004-06-03 / fifty years later

2004-05-31 / no one.

2004-05-25 / do i sound like pollyanna? but oh i want to remember that tree forever.

2004-05-23 / and c) does this entry resemble an exam?

/ delusions

2004-05-08 / but i'm spry

2004-05-07 / and... thats all for today

2004-04-25 / yes we will. now i will pour myself and my multiple personaities a drink

2004-04-23 / didn't anyone see project x?

2004-04-23 / i'm not sure why i bother updating this thing anymore.

2004-04-20 / and did anyone follow this entry at all?

2004-04-20 / how did i get here?

2004-04-06 / on oprah and baywatch

2004-04-01 / feeling a little FOOLish

2004-03-25 / clamour

2004-03-20 / odd fears of washing hair

2004-03-18 / and i'll do it all again (in reverse) in seven hours

2004-03-17 / apple juice and beer. how bad can it be? more importantly: how good COULD it be?

2004-03-16 / crazy over cup a soup

2004-03-10 / and... i'm back on the gender/culture trail

2004-03-08 / women's day, 2004

2004-02-21 / Welcome to India.

2004-02-13 / i'm not used to being nervous

2004-02-11 / shukriya

2004-02-10 / 5

2004-02-06 / is there a clue here about my make-out appeal?

2004-02-06 / Oh! no, i had a bbq for Canada Day once. that was fine and this will be too.

2004-02-05 / traitor

2004-02-04 / And this time, I'm taking my cds. What could go wrong?

2004-01-28 / and i get milkshakes.

2004-01-27 / leather: what the epilepsy society didn't tell you

2004-01-24 / but i've really racked my brains....

2004-01-18 / i need waffles.

2004-01-15 / o canada, and all that jazz.

2004-01-12 / 2003. in a rather long nutshell

2004-01-12 / irritated in bangkok

2004-01-09 / exhausted

2004-01-09 / back on Khao San Road

2004-01-04 / and so it goes

2003-12-16 / plus it's damn cold

2003-12-09 / heh

2003-12-06 / and i can't even describe it properly

2003-12-05 / wonder if his hand cramps up.

2003-12-05 / must be

2003-12-03 / blurry. everyone is blurry

2003-12-01 / assuming that the cold doesn't kill me.

2003-11-30 / filmi weddings.

2003-11-30 / eunuchs at mahim

2003-11-30 / NGOs and land cruisers

2003-11-30 / contrasts

2003-11-30 / aurangabad

2003-11-30 / getting a bit caught up...

/ thinking about home.

2003-11-18 / nov 17 2003

2003-11-14 / And where is missouri, anyway?

2003-11-12 / four months in

2003-11-10 / the one with the hookah

2003-11-08 / like something out of Aladdin.

2003-11-05 / num.

2003-11-03 / ?

2003-11-03 / up to the highest height

2003-10-31 / *bang*

2003-10-26 / because it's all fun and games until someone loses an eye.

2003-10-16 / although i REALLY missed that tarte au sucre

2003-10-13 / but there's going to be another one tomorrow

2003-10-12 / melting in mumbai

2003-10-08 / and that includes lingering visions of cat-sized rats.

1996-02-13 / bya. right.

1996-09-12 / what is there to say? when she's worried about bras./

2003-09-28 / not so sure.

1996-09-07 / gek/whoo!

2003-09-23 / and it's all swollen.

2003-09-20 / i think i'll go back tomorrow.

2003-09-15 / short shallow breaths

2003-09-16 / sosad

2003-09-13 / i don't get it either

2003-09-13 / made my day.

2003-09-10 / TLC??? easy listening?

2003-09-07 / there i said it.,

2003-05-24 / why i am not a good person to sit next to on the bus.

2003-09-05 / notes from manali

2003-08-30 / i want to live with a cinnamon girl

2003-05-15 / on y va.

2003-05-12 / from Delhi.

2003-08-22 / mumbai: rainy season

1996-02-03 / crazywhim. this feels right.

2003-08-19 / thoughts post-Dharavi

1997-01-23 / family-less in india.

2003-08-15 / frustration.

2003-08-07 / India. sights sounds smells.

2003-08-03 / from mysore

2003-08-01 / and maybe... have a little snack. dosai, anyone?

2003-07-31 / lock on, baby.

2003-07-28 / maybe that will get the robbie williams out of my head.

2003-07-26 / ow.ow.ow.

2003-07-24 / khao sok and beyond

2003-07-20 / and sun bears.

2003-07-18 / i'm hot. need ocean.

2003-07-16 / ko tao. day 1

2003-07-14 / cheers to a snotless journey

2003-07-13 / on the road again.

2003-07-11 / i feel like a chrysalis

2003-07-11 / history will damn us

2003-07-02 / and the crowd went wild.

2003-07-01 / she thinks it's time. (i think.)

2003-06-30 / how did i get here?

/ hello, whistler

2003-06-28 / i am eating bc raspberries and cherries

2003-06-26 / cause that's just odd.

2003-06-12 / can i have some original ideas, please?

2003-06-10 / i was never very good at wearing my heart on my sleeve

2003-06-02 / ouai

2003-05-27 / woo!

2003-05-26 / lata skatas.

2003-05-20 / from saskatoon

2003-05-16 / more as it happens.

2003-05-13 / infinity and beyond, i say.

2003-04-24 / so fingers are crossed for that.

2003-04-23 / [University Narcissa, signing out.]

2003-04-21 / 4 left.

2003-04-21 / and.. 2 nights left in this city.

2003-04-21 / i want to do whatever common people do

2003-04-20 / and then the celebrations will really begin. not really.

2003-04-17 / anybody? Beuller? Beuller?

2003-04-16 / does that mean i have to become adorable? worthy of adoration?

2003-04-14 / woo! off to write

2003-04-12 / i'm crying anyway.

2003-04-12 / never.

2003-04-11 / gag

2003-04-11 / oh, helen keller. imagine.

2003-04-10 / queasy, queasy, egh.

2003-04-10 / fiiive days.

2003-04-08 / dodge. you hear that?!?!

2003-04-07 / we are lost together.

2003-04-06 / oh, and. um. did i mention... SEVEN?!?!

2003-04-05 / and did i mention i've got 10 days to go?

2003-04-02 / 12

2003-04-02 / *sigh* done. suppressed. with all sense of self.

2003-04-01 / 12

2003-04-01 / 14

2003-03-30 / geh.

2003-03-27 / geh. boots. scarves. I can't do it. Don't make me go back there.

2003-03-27 / not bad at all.

2003-03-26 / and there will. be. no. puking.

2003-03-25 / true story.... courtesy of an exchange student from england.

2003-03-23 / and this little masochist...

2003-03-22 / 23232323232323

2003-03-21 / and don't get me started on CNN. Hello. It's a war. Not a movie.. There is a difference. .

2003-03-19 / here we go again

2003-03-17 / i think we all know the answer to this.

2003-03-16 / i'm going to clean up my room now. i AM.

2003-03-11 / so. bring. it. on. [yo]

2003-03-09 / im ready, though.

2003-03-08 / hopefully not the quarter year crisis?

2003-03-08 / focus. paper.

2003-03-07 / next up: men without hats?

2003-03-05 / about ready to be done with this. 2.5 h to go.

2003-03-05 / or maybe not. maybe i'll write my paper

2003-03-04 / geh.

2003-03-03 / send. help. global warming? we love it.

2003-02-26 / i see a line of cars and they're all painted black

2003-02-26 / and counting, baby.

2003-02-25 / they bite back. nut really... so funny.

2003-02-22 / yeah.

2003-02-21 / tonight. century club. infinity and beyond.

2003-02-19 / i need to win the lottery. I need to get a job for Lonely Planet.

2003-02-17 / i honestly can't even imagine what they're going to come up with next.

2003-02-14 / HA!

2003-02-13 / The Listening Manifesto

2003-02-12 / cheers to sleep!

2003-02-11 / The one where i realize i sold out to the Establisment.

2003-02-09 / So. head down. here we go.

2003-02-09 / i don't believe i've ever dealt with this before

2003-02-08 / the Narcissa Theme Song.

2003-02-07 / argh.

2003-02-07 / or pretend that i'm intending to do so.

2003-02-06 / i hate that, even as i love it.

2003-02-05 / i must be an acrobat

2003-02-04 / my face, i guess

2003-02-04 / with friends like this... [i'm thinking hard about instant karma]

2003-02-02 / so begins the descent into angst.

2003-02-02 / so. here goes

2003-01-30 / and even then, you're not really allowed to do it after the age of 13.

2003-01-30 / nap.time.

2003-01-30 / sleep. such a precious commodity.

2003-01-29 / does this sound like the wedding singer?

2003-01-27 / in an \"it's the 21st century and we have experts for everything\" kind of way

2003-01-27 / everything is better when you're rolling around. heh.

2003-01-25 / right, scarlett?

2003-01-24 / woo!

2003-01-23 / please. thankyou. not. so. hard.

2003-01-21 / sleep. now.

2003-01-20 / neurotic. Does that mean 'clumsy'?

2003-01-16 / waiting for that final moment

2003-01-16 / and,... cheers to that.

2003-01-14 / p.r.o.c.r.a.s.t.i.n.a.t.i.o.n.

2003-01-13 / not me, that's who.

2003-01-12 / we float on seas of disbelief

2003-01-11 / stop whispering

2003-01-10 / April can't come soon enough.

2003-01-09 / but ready to try new things.

2003-01-06 / wandered out the back and held my ground

2003-01-06 / here we go. again.

2002-12-24 / he WILL love us. until the next time he doesn't get his way. jerkface.

2002-12-23 / pro/con list makes the decision pretty clear

2002-12-19 / where is everyone when i need them?

2002-12-19 / see you on the flip side.

2002-12-19 / yet another advantage of coloured money. that's right. there was a \"u\" in that \"coloured\"

2002-12-16 / yup.

2002-12-13 / but first i have to write this goddamned exam

2002-12-11 / that sure would be fun, but the box would be heavy. Maybe this is why ppl have kids.

2002-12-08 / loser. and now i can't be that annoying-chick-with-the-cellphone. Who am i supposed to be now?

2002-12-07 / every birthday card i threw away

2002-12-05 / maybe it will be easier this time.

2002-12-05 / this is the entry-licious time of year. could i procrasinate any more?

2002-12-04 / yeha!

/ and it's out of the blue and into the black

/ i can't believe everyone is asleep. wake up! leave me a note! goddamnit!

/ 4

/ guess they heard my sick phone sex voice

/ 2

2002-12-02 / thank you.

2002-12-03 / i mean, come on... electric circus?