Recovering from the laparoscopy. It was only for diagnostics and now I have to decide about next steps - it seems like there are two options and they are both major surgeries, and one option is a hysterectomy. I’m only 43 : / I don’t know what to do. I mean.. obviously I can’t continue like this. But also, that seems extreme. I was hoping to keep waffling about my fertility for another year at least.
I was supposed to go back to R’s after the surgery, but when I came out of the hospital I wasn’t doing so well and it was rush hour, so we came to my parents’ place instead. It’s greener, quieter, bigger, and my parents are here too so I think it’s easier. Grateful again that R is so adaptive, since we unexpectedly ended up here and he’s mainly just occupying himself while I zone out on hydrocodone. Yesterday we lay on the couch and watched Star Trek, Cheers, and playoff basketball, and he was so funny… too funny— it hurts to laugh with these stitches in my abdomen. Despite everything, I’m feeling ok.
I really miss my sister and her kids, and wanted to go camping with them this weekend but it seems a little ambitious.
10:07 a.m. - 2023-05-18
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