thinking about those nights of drunken fumbling desperation makes me cringe, sometimes. usually.
i am going to take this self=protective wall and i am going to dismantle it and lay myself open to everything i've always been terrified of. admit to weaknesses. i can do it.
i'm pretty sure i'm going to hate it but i know it has to be done.
the worst of it is that my weaknesses are only secret to me.
2:57 a.m. - 2005-10-07
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