regular end of term introspection... drawing into myself in preparation for goodbyes and last visits. Little thoughts are nibbling at my subconscious and it is becoming clear that this is just not going to be sustainable.

i preferred it before, when they all liked me best, but now there are Others (naturally) and it's only going to get worse over time. The technical term is "dropping like flies."

I need to make a decision: it's time to get some cats or Re-engage.

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[i'm already planning my next just-in-case Escape.]

3:40 a.m. - 2002-12-05