oh!

at 8:30am tomorrow, i write my exam. And then i will take a long, leisurely stroll through the park so i can say goodbye to the ocean.

then i will walk through downtown, running errands, and randomly stepping onto the street so people will stop for me.

i will smile at people in lineups and they will talk to me.

then i will throw eggs at the bar that won't reimburse me for the phone that one of their staff stole ("well.. what if you had an $8000.00 diamond ring in your pocket? would you expect us to replace that, too?"

no. dumbass. if i had an $8000.00 diamond ring, i probably wouldn't be too broke to replace my phone)

and then i will say goodbye to the roomies, and i will not cry. and goodbye to the kitty and goodbye to the old wooden house.

and then... oh, then i will jump onto a plane and then there will be hugs and smiles and storytelling in the warm yellow kitchen.

home! i love it.

and the little sis turns 20 tomorrow. ohmy.

2:02 a.m. - 2002-12-13