i feel slightly surreal, cause i just spent many hours on the phone and then put a very large charge onto my VISA.

and.

i'm going to Thailand and then India for a couple of months.

What day is it? Friday? I leave on Sunday. ohmy. i should get a book or something.

This has been just below the surface of every dream for a decade.

9:03 p.m. - 2003-07-11