i was in a horrific, out of control bad mood last night. i don't know what happened... actually i do.
1. i had to pee
2. i was thirsty

those are two things that make me so edgy, and it's so bad because they're kind of subconscious. then later, i gulp down half a nalgene of water. or i pee. and suddenly i wonder why i was flipping out at my brother for eating the last chocolate-covered granola bar. [but really. there were six. he ate all six.]

or at my mother for choosing bathroom tiles i hate. [but really. blechy residence inn tiles? geh. but come on... tiles? who am i? martha stewart?]

*

later, i was on my way downtown and a bunch of guys in their early twenties got on the subway and sat next to me. They were checking out everyone in the car and i could hear them muttering, "everyone's old! dude, where are the juvies?"

hello! sitting right next to you! i'm only 25! I'M STILL A JUVIE!

aren't i?

2:12 p.m. - 2005-02-19