today should have been fun and it started that way, but then it took an ugly turn and i found myself verging on weepy-narcissa. it's been a long time since we she appeared.

i started drinking at 2:30, and i'm sure that's related, but mostly i wonder what it means when i need to come home and spend time alone to regroup; when i'm needing a break from my friends to feel happy again.

1:59 a.m. - 2006-06-11