complete lack of reference points and sometimes i'm not even sure that i'm here.

If i see something or do something but it has no bearing whatsoever on my life at home. And if i have no way of truly sharing what i see or how i feel or what i do. And then i leave here and this all ceases to exist.

Then did this really happen at all?

Or. You at home... did you really happen at all? Until i get back, I can't be sure.

5:30 p.m. - 2003-11-03