meep. well, it's so damn good to be home.

In addition to friends and family, life is just less physically exhausting. Earthly possessions not being lugged around on my back, washing machines, refrigerators, a real bed.

two thumbs up to Canada, I tell you. I'm sure I'll get around to missing India eventually, but i am so not there yet. I sit here at my own computer (!), sipping tea without sugar (!), heated up in the microwave (!), eating toast (!), with my dog at my feet (!). In a few minutes I will go have a hot shower (!) and dry off with a normal sized towel (!). Every day is full of similar exclamation marks.

Yesterday I went to the doctor and got samples of everything to be tested for everything. Woo!

In other news... I've reviewed my mindset and determined that I seek a purely physical relationship (!). No dating, no emotional entanglements, no mushy conversations about nothing. Only physical. I have my friends, and further relationships are not needed. okay?

Any suggestions on how this can be achieved? i would prefer that it does not start in the bathroom of a scuzzy bar. Long distance is also not preferred, but that can be reviewed.

I've recently realized how much I need/like my space, and it occurs to me that I probably should have spent my early 20s experimenting with ways to balance said space-needs with long term relationships, but i didn't... and at this moment I can't be bothered, so...

sex-only it is.

what a funny quest. Do I sound 25? I think I sound 25. What a nightmare.

2:35 p.m. - 2005-01-12