going to the first of two sessions in an hour and i'm so nervous i am nauseous. Fingers a cold, wrists are weak. I can't. I just can't. Feels like a test i haven't studied for that will change the trajectory of my life. Oh, i would give anything to just put this off a bit longer.

taking advice from orangepeeler, i am stepping out for a quick walk.

5:38 p.m. - 2018-03-27