yeah! the strokes!
Can't you see I'm trying?
I don't even like it. I just lied to
Get to your apartment, now I'm staying
Here just for a while
I can't think 'cause I'm just way too tired
i'm back, and i'm better... a little disturbed because it's bad when you mentally disappear for a week and you don't know why.
it feels bad..like it might happen again and i will feel equally broadsided and puzzled and lost.
but anyway, i feel okay now, although still not completely happy to be here. i'm sure it's partially cause this is the first time in 3 years that i've been in one place for more than 4 months.
so i'm bored and kind of depressed. i need lots of Change. i'm strange like that.
*
today on the bus from toronto to here i was part of that group of people you Hate because they Won't Stop Talking Loudly and you just want to Sleep.
I wasn't even really talking, honest... but i was sitting there, so i'm guilty by association. My sister's friend is in drama, and she has a remarkable ability to project her voice.
She's nice, really, but sometimes i realize that there are people I'll never be able to relate to.
Some people can only talk about other people. We had a brief debate about whether the saleswomen at Jacob are snobby. I started laughing when she said (still Loudly) that whenever she's being lethargic and cranky and her roommate says,
"come on! stop being so boring! cheer up! i know! let's go to the mall!"
I felt like the whole bus cringed. Or maybe that was just me.
12:01 a.m. - 2002-01-21
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