jesus, it's late.
usually i'm just getting started at 4:30...i must be getting old. that's me... "feeling old by twenty-one"
ten points to me for being inebriated and still managing a tori quote.
tonight was good because i decided to just throw away responsibilities... i'm always worried about my job, which requires me to be home by 2am. and tonight, it didn't matter. i went out for dinner, stayed for drinks, went out to the bar, had a couple of snowfights, went out for breakfast, fell asleep on someone's lap, then finally ended up home.. .drunk, exhausted, happy.
the laughing was the best part. and that feeling of comfort that comes from friends... laughing so hard that i felt like the little kid, the little me that used to run around in the snow, around and around until i collapsed, breathless and happy. that was me today. i regressed and i revelled in it.
line of the day goes to john, explaining why he wouldn't take a tylenol for his headache, a claritin for his allergies: "i just don't like to take drugs... that is, i don't like to take drugs for medicinal purposes."
i really did have fun tonight. and sleeping with someone's arms around you is so comforting. i have missed that. and casual compliments, "you smell nice", "your hair looks good", "i like those pants". i got those tonight, and with each one, i grew a little, until i was the Queen.
sad that it took other people to get me to that point.
4:30am - 2001-01-07
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