i have been trying to leave this place for 20 minutes, but i'm spellbound by the Kid A flowing through my brand-new headphones.
I'd forgotten how good music sounds when you can hear all of it. And it's nice not to have that crick in my neck... i had to hold my head just right to make my old headphones work, and even then, there were splotchy crackly bits, and no bass and sketchy treble, and.. why do i do this to myself? Sometimes i would tape part of the wire to my face so it would be at a certain optimum angle. I wish i was kidding. i've had those earphones since i stole them from my roommate in Guyana in January 2000.
I'd forgotten how enchanting the whole music thing is, and i just can't bring myself to turn my computer off and make it stop.
How to Disappear Completely
That there
That's not me
I go
Where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah it's gone
And I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
Strobe lights and blown speakers
Fireworks and hurricanes
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
i wish. i'm still here.
4:44 p.m. - 2002-07-11
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