11:28 p.m. ha! it's not as easy as that, but i'm quite sure it will all work out. By this i mean that life just rolls along and i have no control over what happens other than choosing to be happy or not. And if i'm not, the only thing i can do is change some pattern or something. blah blah self help blah. I had a great date last week. I'm a kick-ass date planner - nachos and beer for dinner, live music, a hipster bar and exploring kensington market at night, followed by karaoke and making out. on valentine's day! [what a stupid day. the lamest restaurants were offering 25$ prix fixe menus. You're not allowed to offer a prix fixe menu if your name includes the word 'diner'] who *wouldn't* love me after a date like that, hey? I had a good time, but... to be honest, it just made me want to date more. date other people more. what is it about human nature that makes us want what we can't have? and not want what we've got? This is going to turn into a big joni mitchell segue, but my point is that i bet that if he hated me and hadn't called for a week, I'd be all over him. working on it. |
