7:22pm
i thought i was doing okay with this quitting smoking decision. but then i found myself gazing at a smushed-up, half-smoked butt on the curb with something akin to longing.

and i realized that i have a long way to go.

i have a friend that everyone, EVERYONE likes. He's fun, smart, athletic, cool. He's just one of those guys. Girls offer him threesomes and say things to him like, "you just made me cream my panties". Cougars grab his ass in the bar. and sometimes i think about how fun it would be if we were together - he makes me laugh, and not everyone can do that. But then i realized there's no spark. But he's going to marry a supermodel-nuclear physicist-triathlete, and they will have uber-kids that will take over the world.

2001-02-02

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